I hate the world today

Your so good to me, I know

But I cant change

Tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe Im an angel underneath

Innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried

You must have been relieved to see the softer side

I can understand how youd be so confused

I dont envy you

Im a little bit of everything

All rolled into one

Im a bitch

Im a lover

Im a child

Im a mother

Im a sinner

Im a saint

I do not feel ashamed

Im your hell

Im you dream

Im nothing in between

You know you wouldnt want it any other way

So take me as I am

This may mean youll have to be a stronger man

Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous

And Im going to extremes

Tomorrow I will change

And today wont mean a thing

Im a bitch

Im a lover

Im a child

Im a mother

Im a sinner

Im a saint

I do not feel ashamed

Im your hell

Im you dream

Im nothing in between

You know you wouldnt want it any other way

Just when you think you got me figured out

The seasons already changin

I think its cool you do whatcha do

And dont try to save me

Im a bitch(chorus)

You know you wouldnt want it any other way

Im a bitch

Im a tease

Im a goddess on my knees

When youre hurt

When you suffer

Im your angel undercover

Ive been numb

Im revived

Cant say Im not alive

You know I wouldnt want it any other way

-meredith brooks

isn't this song the best ever....its my favourite.

k didn't do much today..and sitting here writing this on a saturday night,so u know my life is not going nywhere;-D ..nywayz i was talkin to a frd of mine about Rakhi Sawant,this trashy item girl,who has surely come places..i mean she has her own talk show on an indian channel now....and i dont know i was thinkin about ,'what i think about her?'... i know i started my description callin her trashy(that cud just be coz of the cheap fashion and nasty tattoos)and i have nodded my head durin umpteen conversations where she has been judged..but i was just thinkin today,god knows wat she went through,wat kinda circumstances she saw..wat she decided to do with whatever she got.....i know but alot of other ppl go through the same thing and dont become that.but so what rite?i mean change and being different is never a bad thing normally.... k so basically ihave decided to NOT JUDGE HER.not that it makes any difference to her life or mine...but its just one of those random thoughts u have,when u have not much to do the whole day.

k dats bout it,till another 'being useless day nd havin random thoughts'!!

good nite