my day

so today was a usual day in my life....here goes
found out yesterday,that i had a symposium in surgery to prepare for.kept obsessing about it while wasting time chattin and what not, yesterday...and so i woke up at 5am in the mornin..only to realise i fell asleep without opening my book :-( .. well then i kinda got my act together and prepared sumthin in between class....nd then it went ok.... except for just one thing:-P
i was sooo flustered.why does god have to make CUTE surgeons!!!i mean can life get any worst!?! not only was i not very well prepared,their was a CUTE surgeon sitting and listenin to it,nd he happens to be really smart tooo... RARE INDEED!nywayz so i think i was blushing,nd nervous,nd hyper all at the same time.... lol as i said one of my usual days!!!

oh yeah nd then a friend who left for home had these itc discount coupons....50% off on food at any itc hotel,last date was today....would i ever miss that!?!so me nd my friend rushed straight after class... acted like such sideys...lol....we kept askin after placing each order if its on discount....lol.... hey dont judge me...i dont make money,nd i m startin to wonder if i ever will:-/.yummy food.i dont think we even looked up or spoke to each other when the food came:-)

oh yeah and on the way there,me nd my friend took an auto(refer ,i dont make money part ;-P) nd we were doing some money exchange when a rs.500 note flew outta my hand... and so i started screaming frantically,telling the auto guy to stop nd help me get the money(plz note i m kinda hyper when under stress) .k so on a highway,under heavy traffic... flew my note without a care in the world,and ran my auto driver and i ran after him(just in case) for about 20 meters ... mind u i didnt think their was nythin wrong, untill i saw an old lady on the side of the road who saw what happened pointing at me,rolling her eyes,slappin her forehead(u know the way you do ,when u r wondering, why ppl are so stupid!?!)and shouting sumthin in tamil,i m thinkin she wasn't too impressed with my mental abilities .... i tell u its times like these i m glad i dont understand the language:-)maybe she liked my hair or sumthin :-D.... yea so i got the money back..and my friend has aother funny story of me to tell everyone she meets.i'll tel u the others some other time:-)
till next time

Blow Blow thou winter wind

Blow,Blow thou winter wind – William Shakespeare

Blow, blow, thou winter wind,
Thou art not so unkind
As man's ingratitude;
Thy tooth is not so keen
Because thou art not seen,
Although thy breath be rude.
Heigh-ho! sing heigh-ho!
unto the green holly:
Most friendship is feigning, most loving mere folly:
Then, heigh-ho! the holly!
This life is most jolly.

Freeze, freeze, thou bitter sky,
Thou dost not bite so nigh
As benefits forgot:
Though thou the waters warp,
Thy sting is not so sharp
As friend remember'd not.
Heigh-ho! sing heigh-ho!
unto the green holly:
Most friendship is feigning, most loving mere folly:
Then, heigh-ho! the holly!
This life is most jolly.

Moral of the story-MOST FRIENDSHIP IS FEIGNING ,MOST LOVING MERE FOLLY

had a really bad day today..and Mr.Shakepeare sums up my thoughts just right.dont wanna talk about it.
till next time

PSEUDOLIBERALISM

i was talkin to two of my friends about GAY RIGHTS the other day.. and we had vastly different opinions..i mean it is one of those endless arguments..but i decided to spell it out nywayz,since my blog has become my venting machine for nowadays.basically it was both the argument and the way they chose to defend their stand,that is bothering me....
MY STAND- i feel that 1.being gay is not a crime
2.what is anybody's problem if two ppl,from whatever sex choose to spend their time together,and be happy.i mean 'live and let live' rite???!!!i know endless number of 'hetero sexual' ppl who are not happy,cant stand each other,hate each other..so isn't it nice if atleast some ppl in the world,in whatever way manage to find happiness???!!!
3.it might not be common but it cannot be unnatural....i mean nature comprises of us.and if ppl are born or develop a sexuality or sexual preferences different from us,how is it their fault???? i know how all things indian want to blame the 'westernisation' for all things new... but we have so many villages in our country with no electricity and no television and not an english speakin soul,where ppl develop different sexualities.i mean if u want statistics maybe we can look into(sadly) the same sex molestation charges from these god forsaken places,which indicates how the culprits frustration at being 'uncommon' and unaccepatable led to perversion of the mind

i know the old argument goes that men's purpose in the world is to spread their seed and women to reproduce ...but what if the purpose changed now!?!what if ,this is a kind of evolution of human purpose where the goal is self happiness and not baby producing machinery!!!maybe its even nature's or karma's or god's own method of contraception!!! what if?????!!!!!!
and these are not thoughts i m simply echoing coz alotta ppl have started talkin bout 'gay rights' nowadays,or because the 'evil westernisation';-D has made it the 'in' thing... i really do believe it... i mean we are surrounded by so many mysteries of nature,that i dont believe their can be any absolutes..certainly not constants governed by old doctrines written by even more close minded ppl thousands of years ago!!!!
THEIR ARGUMENT-
ok so yeah my friends didn't agree with any of this...and instead they believe that the only status they can give a sexuality of that kind is to call it a 'freak of nature'..when i insisted on not callin it unnatural... and they believe that like other 'freaks of natur' say mental retardation,congenital deformities..this is also one such disease that requires treatment..coz for some reason these ppl pose a threat to themselves and the society at large....

ok i m not gonna justify anythin..and since my entry into adulthood i have realised that DIFFERENT PPL HAVE DIFFERENT OPINIONS..and life is just much better if u realise that soon enough.. but apparently everybody does not think so. coz not only did my friend very eloquently (if i may say so) keep harping on the same thing..but got so mad at me for havin a different opinion that she called me A PSEUDOLIBERAL....gasp!!!rite?!k dont get me wrong she is a real sweet girl otherwise..but i felt so deeply injured by this attack coz its such a supercillious judgement passed on my character based on a difference of opinion!!!ppl need to lighten up a bit,huh!?nyway it made me realise,atleast for some part, what causes wars:-D lol...so i let it go,except for writing bout it on my blog several days later;-)....
oh yeah I AM NOT GAY...i just have opinions on things.......
k till next time

I hate the world today

Your so good to me, I know

But I cant change

Tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe Im an angel underneath

Innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried

You must have been relieved to see the softer side

I can understand how youd be so confused

I dont envy you

Im a little bit of everything

All rolled into one

Im a bitch

Im a lover

Im a child

Im a mother

Im a sinner

Im a saint

I do not feel ashamed

Im your hell

Im you dream

Im nothing in between

You know you wouldnt want it any other way

So take me as I am

This may mean youll have to be a stronger man

Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous

And Im going to extremes

Tomorrow I will change

And today wont mean a thing

Im a bitch

Im a lover

Im a child

Im a mother

Im a sinner

Im a saint

I do not feel ashamed

Im your hell

Im you dream

Im nothing in between

You know you wouldnt want it any other way

Just when you think you got me figured out

The seasons already changin

I think its cool you do whatcha do

And dont try to save me

Im a bitch(chorus)

You know you wouldnt want it any other way

Im a bitch

Im a tease

Im a goddess on my knees

When youre hurt

When you suffer

Im your angel undercover

Ive been numb

Im revived

Cant say Im not alive

You know I wouldnt want it any other way

-meredith brooks

isn't this song the best ever....its my favourite.

k didn't do much today..and sitting here writing this on a saturday night,so u know my life is not going nywhere;-D ..nywayz i was talkin to a frd of mine about Rakhi Sawant,this trashy item girl,who has surely come places..i mean she has her own talk show on an indian channel now....and i dont know i was thinkin about ,'what i think about her?'... i know i started my description callin her trashy(that cud just be coz of the cheap fashion and nasty tattoos)and i have nodded my head durin umpteen conversations where she has been judged..but i was just thinkin today,god knows wat she went through,wat kinda circumstances she saw..wat she decided to do with whatever she got.....i know but alot of other ppl go through the same thing and dont become that.but so what rite?i mean change and being different is never a bad thing normally.... k so basically ihave decided to NOT JUDGE HER.not that it makes any difference to her life or mine...but its just one of those random thoughts u have,when u have not much to do the whole day.

k dats bout it,till another 'being useless day nd havin random thoughts'!!

good nite

the hippocratic oath flawed

ok so i read the hippocratic oath today...no no its not my graduation...i just came across it somewhere.... and i dont understand how that thing is still being accepted or regarded....lol
i mean has noone from the medical proffession read it before me... ok let me point out to u some of its very basic flaws
-'i swear by apollo............and by all gods and godessess,makin them my witnesses' k i m thinkin u understand wny the last thing u want ur doctor to be doin is swearin by all gods and goddesses
-'i will not give to a woman a pessary to cause abortion' .....the vatican can rejoice,nd i know we can talk for hours bout this... but lol lets be realhem ahem oh well lets just be glad we dont take the damn thing seriously!!!
-'i will not use the knife,not even verily'.....ok so surgery is out the window!!
-'i will abstain from wrongdoin,esp from abusing the bodies of man or woman'-k i know this sounds rite.. but then doesn't this include the study of the human body using a cadaver..the most basic in the study of medicine
................... i guess we just like holdin on to the old ,we like thinkin of all old and unreal as sacred

nywayz this is just trivia i chose to impart..i have nothin much to write bout
yeah went to the photocopier today had a lot of papers to copy..like a good samaritan i let all those who came in between with small work go ahead..only to realise i had wasted an hour ,gotten annoyed and in the end had less work then all of those ppl combined...and the no. of times i cursed under my breath by the end of it ,even took away my ticket to heaven;-D ..being nice isn't really as glorious as it seems!